Moving on happily.



CYNTHIALLY
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I hate to fight. I like to love. I never fight, except against difficulties. An I will fight for what I love. I could succeed at many different things if i put my mind to them. I had too many choices. And because of overloaded choices, it's difficult for me to commit any of them. Im cautious towards every single thing. Life is hard, mine's harder because im stupid. I live for the peoples i loved. I get very hurt over the littlest things, and will cry on an instant you hurt my feelings. Yet, I am so easy to please. I'm easy to please but doesnt mean i'm easy to be bullied. I am fat, short, ugly and irritating max. I am me, and that's all I can be. Mixe, Weiting,Mel's my dearest.
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: JiaQian > Melinda > WeiTing > HuiLin > Jacqueline

BYE

FIND ME SOMEWHERE ELSE! :D


BYE.

FIND ME SOMEWHERE ELSE! :D

22.7.10

16hours lockup? TYVM KK.

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Im back. Back from zzzzzzzzzzzz.
My hand super pain. 5TIME POKING. 
Thanks to YOU. im stucked @ hq for 16hours.  
Freezing to death, lonely, painfulness.
With chains, hand cuffed, locked, coldness _|_
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WHY THINGS ARE SPREADING SO MAD FAST. -__-
Nora Tan, a new girl i've just known, friendly girl :)
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Staying @ anna's condo was totally awesome! I meant days with anna,tiger,alicia&co!!!!!!!!
Drink drank drunk, ton, huhu, Laughter, fun times. (Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)!       
but happy times don't last. :((
Or should i say, i've regret of mixing with HER. "A,L,Y,N"  .  Im sorry for letting peoples worry. Really sorry.
ESP jacqueline, melinda, weiting & others. Im glad my mum forgiven me! iluvher 2tm. Freedom locked for time being. (N)(N)(N)(N)(N). Waiting 4 results. Nochoice. Study, study,study is the only thing i could do now. Still have half year of chance, Im giving it a try, strivehard, cynthiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. 
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TO A,L,Y,N: Youre the girl who ran with me, drank with me, kop so many things with me that couldnt count & waiting for me during rtu & other times. Youre the one agreeing with me that you would run with me.
Firstday, i showed you the text my mum sent me. I ask if we should follow her instruction. You said no. Youre the one, saying no. Youre the one disagreeing to go back. Nevermind. I dont blame you. When im in hq, i dont even sabo your name saying youre with me when im missing. i didnt, at all. Yet, when you're back home, what did you told your dad & your family? You told them that i was the one who force you to run? Yes, i did. But, i didnt force you in any mf way. Please, it all depends on yourself. Depending whether you have self control not. Stop pushing all blames to me, when i didnt pushed any to you. How could your dad blame shoot my mum saying i led you stray, forcing you not to home? How could your dad anyhow shoot? B'cause you shot anyhow to him. I did ask if we should go back like what my mum said so, you clearly reply no. Even if you've no excuses to give your dad, please. Don't blame shoot @ me. I don't owe you anything. FYI, I have my limits ok. Tmrw, we shall see. You wanna bomb? See whose booming more madpro. Try.
I've put too much trust in you. Like what my mum & jac say, i shouldnt trust friends easily. True. 
. i bet you'll laugh when you see me posting about you on my blog, laughing that you think im scare to talk 2 you, that's why i posted on blog. I dont wanna talk to you of this ftf bcause, im damn disappointed with you. What a goodfriend you were.
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School tmrw, like finally. :)
I've let go of my nose's, lip's,septum's,tongue's piercing. Faggot shit, regretted much, thanks to the officer.